I'm sooo SAD

My sister just left tw0 days ago going back to California and she didn't even reach at least a year staying over here..it was all my dad's fault, he planned to do that and I'm scared that he might do the same with me...huhu.. I don't want to be bouncing around different sch0oLs and start all over, just like my sister! My sister said she hated this life...but well, there's nothing we can do. And yeah... so far..I've moved to 3 scho0ls already and yet a new one? oh please...I can't just leave my mom over here, I know she needs me. But what has been keeping me sad lately is when my sister left. I miss her s0o MUCH! I miss our fightings, our jokes to each other, the boisterous laugh that we usually make and EVERYTHING! It's just s0 different without her...well I guess I got used to in being with her s0 much...but why do i also cry when I think about her? WHY?